Merry Christmas to all my watchers. Sorry for disappointing you with NO art. >_>

I went caroling with a bunch of people my age it was fun.
<3

90% of the people thought I was 16. And the people who were actually 16 looked 13/14. ._.

Ohhh yes, I am jealous. So sue me.

The school holidays just started for me. Well actually it was a week ago, but what the heck.

I finished Gundam 00. Quite a satisfying anime. The romance in it is literally fucked up. I wish they'd made more episodes then trying to junk them all in.

I'm currently watching Nabari no Ou. Though I'm not very impressed by the first episode. *shrug*
Maybe I'll try D. Gray man. :3

My tablet pen has reached its very limit. I only can draw using SAI, because it allows the eraser bud to draw.

Its so amazingly short right now, that I can't even pull it out with my teeth, pliers. etc.

Was supposed to go out today, but then the tables have turned. >_>

WAHHAHAHA, I'm ADDICTED again!

I love Gundam 00! 8D
And I used to think Gundam was _lame! Boy was I wrong. 8D
EHEHHEE, All of the celestial beings are so freaking hot. Ehehhehe. 8D
....Setsuna got way hotter in the 2nd season!
AND HALLELUJAH. ZOMG. I can't choose my favourites! Hallelujah, Tieria or Lockon! But its definitely not, " Mr. I AM GUNDAM!"

I didn't know the ending could be romantic. ._.
I am actually pretty shocked that Marie and. LOL

NO FAIR.

*stabs*

WELL, BAIBAI.

Er.

I went for another Squash competition and got pwned by a newcomer.
Her grip was faulty, but she managed to hit to hit drop shots.
I really got a shock of my life when she managed to.


Lessee, its either me for being too slow or not enough practicing.
Or its either my extremely sweaty hands which I inherited from my father.

Next time I see her, I wanna play with her again.

Still unheard, great that I have a phone with games to keep me company.

Today I went out with some of my close friends.

Most of my friends are really, pretty. Somehow I don't really feel like I fit in with them, they're all so FLAWLESSLY pretty. Myself, I can't even compete to them. Frankly speaking, I'm one the ugliest person in their group. And most of the time they talk about boys boys boys. Everytime I bring up a subject, or tell them something. I get ignored. That really really pisses me off. No, I do not deny. Because of that, I kinda grew up to be a dumbfucking attention WHORE. I just lust for attention so much, whenever I get it I feel great. Its like a DRUG. When I have no attention I feel like nothing.

I only can get their attention when they're alone. IMing doesn't work. I've tried. >>

I hanged out with my other friend, who's much of a dog lover and a basketball freak. I managed to get pretty much of her attention.

Ah, as well for the rest. :l
Let me tell you a story when I was in the restaurant. >>

I told them I was gonna get a burger.
Nobody listened.
So I dragged my other dog lover friend along to queue up with me.
Then another person came. A friend.
She went next to my other friend and started ordering stuff also.
Then the orders started piling up.

I got my burger and just sat down.
I saw another close friend with her boyfriend.
Waved to her, she waved back.
When I tried to ask her something.
She just looked at me like she was kinda disgusted, don't know why. Cause maybe I was scarfing into a burger? Then she talked to my other friend without saying a word.

Then she just went off with her boyfriend.
When she came back to ask something.
She didn't even glance at me.

I called my mom and left with just a " I'm going with my mom. "

I lied, I walked upstairs to the bookstore and just sat alone browsing through books.

I feel like a stupid idiot overcome by emotions now. God.